Hello World !
Phew,…finally….steal some holiday time in Bandung to write something in this old..old..blog of mine….
It’s been a while since I wrote something.
Well, the things I’ve done and been through since my last blog:
- I’ve went back to work (the same o’place…),
- meeting interesting people,
- went to new places (Bangkok) and found out interesting things about my company, the people that I work with and experienced ‘weird’ things,
- moved to the new apartment which we bought in Jakarta,
- spent times with my twin sis,
- lost one of the people I love the most in the world (my dad passed away exactly one month ago…may his soul rest in peace),
- my mentor and a colleague of mine at the office moved on to seize other opportunities,
- got aged one more year, and
- got very busy with work that I sometimes didn’t have time to check my personal email and friendster (honestly…!!!!)
Check it out…it’s a lot huh?? well, that’s life…and tonight, I am actually writing this while working on my laptop…and this is supposed to be a long weekend…:((
But a girl has to do what a girl has to do to stay living, right? And what’s living means to me??? making money to buy food and clothes…:))
Even if it means that I have to work long and hard everyday, 12 hours instead of 8 or 10, and sometimes ‘lost in translation’ with my clients…I have to survive…and I will survive…
But come to think of it, nowadays, I’m thinking that by working, I could repress some of my feeling, especially for not thinking a lot of the passing of my father…since he passed away, I guess, I haven’t cried very much after that, except I remember on my birthday, before I went to sleep, I was alone in the apartment, and suddenly I cried…I felt it was a very long and sad type-of-cry…I couldn’t breath afterwards, so it must have been…
But well, life goes on…and I do things like that on birthdays,…reflecting of the past year; what I’ve done, achieved and acomplished…and the one that impacted me the most, well I guess is that event…losing my father has actually sadden me a lot…but I hope that he’s in a better place right now and he will be given by God the highest and the best place next to HIM in the end. Amien…….
Good Night Wolrd…and Have a Sweet Dream….!!!!
March 17th, 2007 at 8:34 pm
Alhamdulillah Yana bisa mengatasi sedihnya ditinggal ayah dengan mengisi hari2 dengan bekerja. Ibu rasa, itu juga yang diharapkan ayah….!! Jangan lupa selalu mendoakan ayah ya? Doa anak yang sholeh itu sangat mujarab dan orang tua mendapat 100% semua amal kebaikan yang dibuat oleh anak yang sholeh, insya Allah….. amiin…..
March 18th, 2007 at 8:33 am
Yan.. ikut berduka cita ya.. Semoga Allah mengampuni semua dosa dan kesalahan almarhum..
Semoga rukun selalu dengan Agoes, dikaruniai keluarga yang sakinah, mawaddah, warahmah.. Biar almarhum tenang karena anak kesayangannya berbahagia…
March 27th, 2007 at 7:58 pm
Alhamdulillaah, ada cara untuk ngilangin sedih ya Yan..
Ikut berduka cita juga, semoga Ayah mendapat tempat terbaik di sisiNya.