Life as a Blog…

Phew,…finally….steal some holiday time in Bandung to write something in this old..old..blog of mine….

It’s been a while since I wrote something.

Well, the things I’ve done and been through since my last blog:

• I’ve went back to work (the same o’place…),
• meeting interesting people,
• went to new places (Bangkok) and found out interesting things about my company, the people that I work with and experienced ‘weird’ things,
• moved to the new apartment which we bought in Jakarta,
• spent times with my twin sis,
• lost one of the people I love the most in the world (my dad passed away exactly one month ago…may his soul rest in peace),
• my mentor and a colleague of mine at the office moved on to seize other opportunities,
• got aged one more year, and
• got very busy with work that I sometimes didn’t have time to check my personal email and friendster (honestly…!!!!)

Check it out…it’s a lot huh?? well, that’s life…and tonight, I am actually writing this while working on my laptop…and this is supposed to be a long weekend…:((

But a girl has to do what a girl has to do to stay living, right? And what’s living means to me??? making money to buy food and clothes…:))

Even if it means that I have to work long and hard everyday, 12 hours instead of 8 or 10, and sometimes ‘lost in translation’ with my clients…I have to survive…and I will survive…

But come to think of it, nowadays, I’m thinking that by working, I could repress some of my feeling, especially for not thinking a lot of the passing of my father…since he passed away, I guess, I haven’t cried very much after that, except I remember on my birthday, before I went to sleep, I was alone in the apartment, and suddenly I cried…I felt it was a very long and sad type-of-cry…I couldn’t breath afterwards, so it must have been…

But well, life goes on…and I do things like that on birthdays,…reflecting of the past year; what I’ve done, achieved and acomplished…and the one that impacted me the most, well I guess is that event…losing my father has actually sadden me a lot…but I hope that he’s in a better place right now and he will be given by God the highest and the best place next to HIM in the end. Amien…….

Good Night Wolrd…and Have a Sweet Dream….!!!!