Again..and again…
Again, I don’t know how to make my self happy…or even in the mood to get through one day without even thinking about it…
It’s frustrating…considering the circumstances…however, I don’t know how to act on it..let alone how to feel about it…
It’s difficult for me to express my feelings now…tried today to confide it with my friend…but still the words I want to say didn’t come out…
I know…I can’t do anything now…it’s all too late…everything will happen..when it happens…and I just have to accept it…easy said than done.!!!!!
I want to scream…but I can’t…there’s so many barriers around me…I feel suffocated…I want to run away…but I can’t…it will all catch up with me….
If only I don’ t live here….:(
